November 2011
“There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart. So you’d better learn the sound of it. Otherwise you’ll never understand what it’s saying.” ― Sarah Dessen, Just Listen
When I started this blog in 2011 I had no idea what I was doing. But I had a lot of things going on in life. A lot of sadness. Not due to anything done to me personally. But a lot of circumstances affecting my dearest loved ones and, I guess you could say, the way I hurt for them and tried to help them resulted in my own deep, deep sadness. Hence, I started to write.
December 2011
Every year some new tragic circumstance hit. Numerous things. Fractured relationships, unusual illness, untimely deaths, even a destructive tornado I found myself right in the middle of.
May 2013
Loss, loss, loss. Each year I prayed for quiet and each year the tsunami’s came. And all this is just a fraction of everything.
January 2012
So I created SimplySage. I needed a “happy place”. A place to find joy in the midst of all the sadness surrounding me. Combined with faith and some good friends, I found an additional place of solace here. And I poured out myself to pull out joys in my everyday surroundings. Simple things, really.
February 2012
And as I looked around my eyes opened to ways that nature mirrors some of the sad times. Then, a long-buried hobby of photography revived. And suddenly I found solace in all the beauty that surrounded me. It was as if God opened my eyes to metaphors in nature. Like the one above. In the dead of winter, there bloomed brilliant orange. Wonders like these carried me to indescribable dimensions. Many of them I could not capture. A photo could never do them justice. All I could do was stand in awe.
March 2012
But I wrote and wrote and wrote. And the storms kept coming. And each year I’d wonder “what next?”
April 2012
Then 2017 hit. And guess what. It was a good year. Actually, an amazingly wonderful year. Yes, the bumps and nicks still came but it seemed to be nothing that absolutely cut you to the heart. And there was a lot of love and joy in 2017. Blessings beyond imagination! Laughter returned and filled every part of my life.
But something else happened.
May 2012
I kinda quit writing.
I guess in all the joy and laughter I was just soaking it all up, And I just kept doing that. Soaking it all in. It was, in a sense, a healing balm to me. Yes, there are some scars left from all the troubled years. Some sadness still trickles in as I ponder all the pain. But I guess I needed a break. To just rest in all of it.
It was wonderful.
June 2012
I could sit here and wish and hope for another year like 2017. But there may never be a year like that again. And if there’s not, a few big lessons stay with me as the storms blow in. Here are just a few:
- There is no one like the Lord, God of heaven and earth, whom you can cry out to from your heart every minute of the day.
- There is nothing like the comfort and truth in His Holy Word, the Bible.
- There is nothing like His marvelous creation.
- There is nothing like a few close, loving friends and family.
- Deep down, people are fragile, and are fighting battles within and without. It’s important to understand why they act like they do; and still be kind.
- There is nothing like the kisses and hugs and sounds of children.
- There is nothing like gratitude for so many things we take for granted.
- There is nothing like a nutritious healthy meal and a good, silent walk.
- Joy can be found anywhere, anytime. All one needs to do is look; and be still enough to enjoy it.
As to writing and this blog? Of course, I will continue! Not making any promises, but I will be here. I thank you, my community of readers, for being here. I don’t take your visits lightly. I don’t equate you in terms of “traffic, stats, or bots”. You are friends. And a part of the joy in all the pain. I welcome you always.
2017, Best Photo
And as for 2017, for now I say, farewell. I will never forget you.
Peace,
Alexandria
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